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oh wow....it's crazy what you do with and to me.....You are the only thing on my mind, I am messed up and head over heels for you.
WL, I want you in my life right now, more than anything.
You know, I don't understand why i the world you don't break up with her, you said you want to break up with her, so why don't you? You confuse me...still confuse me.
Really, I want nothing more than to have you in my life on a daily or at least weekly basis. Talking to you makes me feel so good, hearing your voice or just reading your words makes me happy. i wish I could be with you right now and talk about everything that has been happening between you and me lately. I wish I could just see you and know what has been happening with us.
I think seeing you in 172 days will be a big test for my composure and self-control.
You know right now I dream of just running into your arms and your warm welcoming hug. I am dreaming of seeing you and knowing what this is. I am dreaming of looking into each others eyes like seeing them for the first time and then just your lips onto mine and your arms around me and your body presed to mine. I wish I could lay in your arms all night, talking and kissing ad enjoying the time we have with each other. 3 1/2 weeks are not that long, but I am sure you'll do everything you can just so we can see each other as often as possible. I can't wait for this to happen. I keep thinking of you and when I am tired of thinking I start dreaming! I miss you, buddy/fiancee/future husband! You called me your dearest, you said I am beautiful, you said you couldn't wait for me to step off the plane...I can't wait either! I can't wait to be with you!
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