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Alt 01.04.2005, 00:21   #1
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Todesstrafe: Richard Cartwright

Jenseits des Teiches:

http://www.1prison.net/richardcartwright.doc

Die Wahrheit oder nur ein Hilfeschrei - ich weiß es nicht. Für meinen Geschmack etwas zu emotional verfasst - doch möchte man dies den Angehörigen zum Vorwurf machen? Wohl kaum.

Ein paar Briefe zum Lesen (unten in grün): http://www.1prison.com/rcuncensored1.html

Keine Ahnung, ob's was bringt, wenn jemand aus dem fernen Deutschland die Petition unterzeichnet - wer's möchte: voilá.

http://www.ipetitions.com/campaigns/Richard_Cartwright

Hat mich halt berührt - danke fürs Lesen,

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Alt 01.04.2005, 00:21 #00
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Hallo Zebra, egal wie gross deine Sorgen auch sein mögen, mir hilft es immer nach draußen zu gehen und den Grill anzuwerfen. Grillen ist Entspannung pur. Ob nun ein deftiges BBQ oder ein einfach mariniertes Schweinesteak. Am Grill kann ich alle Probleme vergessen. Du hast noch keinen Grill? Bei der Telekom kannst du aktuell am Angrillen 2019 Gewinnspiel mitmachen und entweder einen Beefer oder ein Keramik Ei gewinnen. Wer von uns gewinnt lädt den anderen ein ;-)
Alt 01.04.2005, 01:20   #2
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Sicher gibt es ein für und ein wider dieser Strafe und viele Menschen sagen das der Staat kein Recht etwas zu tun was er uns unter Androhung dieser Strafe zu tu.
Ist ok.
Warum wurden denn nie menschen befragt wessen Angehörige ermordet wurden?

jeder der hier dagegen wettert soll einfach versuchen sich mal vorzustellen das sein Kind oder Frau/Mann betroffen wäre!

Ich weiß das wenn meiner Familie oder meiner Frau etwas passieren würde dann Gnade diesem Menschen Gott aber ich würde es nicht tun!
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Alt 01.04.2005, 07:38   #3
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Die meinen, einen Brief von einem anderen gelesen zu haben, worin dieser zugibt, daß er Schuld daran hat. Wenn es so einfach wäre dann könnte man das vor Gericht prüfen.... ich bin gar kein Fan von Amerika, das habe ich im Forum oft genug geschrieben, trotzdem sind die USA aber nicht 100% willkürlich und nicht jeder Richter und Anwalt ist ein absoluter Vollidiot. Ich tippe deshalb darauf, daß er schuldig ist.

Aber natürlich weiß ich das nicht weil ich die drei angegebene Quellen angeschaut habe.
Und daß Unschuldige in den USA, besonders in Texas, oft die Todesstrafe bekommen ist auch bekannt.

Das Problem ist eigentlich:
a) daß die Todesstrafe dort (Texas) möglich ist wenn man doch an die Schuld des Angeklagten zweifeln kann
b) daß es große Probleme mit dem amerik. Rechtssystem und Rechtsstaatlichkeit gibt.
 
Alt 01.04.2005, 08:54   #4
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Das Recht den Menschen das Leben zu nehmen obliegt nur den Wallküren, und keinem Richter. Daher sehe ich die Todesstrafe als schwachsinnig an.

Das schlimme ist meiner Meinung nach, das durch die Todesart das Leben im Jenseits nachträglich beeinflusst wird.

Christlich gesehen könnte man sagen "Richten darf nur Gott".
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Alt 01.04.2005, 10:44   #5
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@Andrew

http://www.deathrow.at/rmc/home.html , unten "Exhibits" klicken, da ist der besagte Brief einzusehen.
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Alt 01.04.2005, 10:57   #6
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Danke. Interessanter wäre was das zuständige Gericht von diesem Brief hielt. Denn wenn der Breif echt ist und der Mann doch unschuldig ist, dann ist das Problem das Rechtssystem.
 
Alt 01.04.2005, 11:29   #7
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Zitat:
Zitat von AndrewAustralien
Danke. Interessanter wäre was das zuständige Gericht von diesem Brief hielt. Denn wenn der Breif echt ist und der Mann doch unschuldig ist, dann ist das Problem das Rechtssystem.
Ich hab keine Seite gefunden, die sich mit der Reaktion des Gerichts auf diesen Brief befasst.
Auch ich frage mich, ob er echt ist und wenn ja, ob sein Verfasser sich nicht nur mißverständlich ausgedrückt hat.

Wenn ich eine entsprechende Seite finde, werde ich sie posten.
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Alt 26.04.2005, 22:24   #8
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Words from Richard Cartwright
On Death Row in Texas






UNCENSORED FROM TEXAS DEATH ROW by Richard Cartwright April 13, 2005


Richard Cartwright EXECUTION DATE SET for May 19, 2005



When I started writing this Uncensored, I said I would speak my mind and share my feelings with you. Well, now it is coming close to my end, possibly. I’m in a mood of melancholy and just want to speak out. Vent my hurt, anger and frustrations at this time. You want uncensored, uncensored is what you get.

As most of you know who follow my site, I have at this time 37 days left to live and it is playing havoc with my mind.

I had a visit from my ex-wife on the 5th of last week and she seems to think it would be better for all parties involved if my daughter, Ricki, did not see me anymore.

WOW! What the F&%$!!! How does one respond to that? What can I say?

My situation, which Ricki is well informed on, has effected her behaviors n school and at home. My love, my strength, my everything, my lil Angel, Daddy’s lil Girl is being effected in the extreme due to me.

The guilt I feel, the shame…….Needless to say, I did not have much to say to the ex. I could only sit there in utter shock and hurt at the news. I wanted to cuss, scream, shout, but I just sat there and said nothing.

What can I say? Did I really think Ricki was too young to truly understand what is going on?

Man, truth be told, I though yes, she is too young and I was in County Jail before she was even born. I figured maybe since I was never truly there for her when she needed me (i.e. being potty trained, taking her first steps, riding her first bike, blowing out the candle on her first birthday and the list is endless……).

I’ve tried to be as close as I can to her, drawing her pictures of who and what was “cool” to her at the time…Pooh Bear, Nemo, now it is Barbie Dolls….writing her letters..but none of it is sufficient, none of it takes away what is going on with her right now.

My daughter is in pain because of me. What can I say to an 8 year old girl to make her understand? I’m a broken man at this point and I hate myself for the pain I cause and am causing my baby. Nothing I can do can change or take away the pain from my baby’s eyes.

At first I wanted to lash out at her mother. How dare she keep my baby away from me when I need her most.

Read that last line again. When I need her most? Selfish to the end, no?

As I write, tears flow. How can they, no? I’m not ashamed of my tears, they are real. They let me know I ‘m still human in some way.

What will I leave in the wake of my death for my lil girl? How will this effect the rest of her life? What can I possibly do to help her?

As I write this, my hurt and pain consume me…my guilt for what my daughter is going through drains me.

When I had my visit with my mom and Suzanne a few weeks ago, Suzanne wrote a little something about how much Ricki does grasp of the situation. I still did not realize it at the time. In my selfishness, I put my own feeling ahead of what is best for my daughter. Or did I?

I want to blame this on the exes meanness, but I do not think I can at this time. So now where am I? Facing what I have been facing all along, but without being able to lose myself in my daughters laughter for 2 hours a week? Do I deserve time with my daughter?

I have often heard and agreed with the saying that anyone can father a child but few are man enough to be daddies! I fathered a daughter, a beautiful and loving child, but what kind of daddy have I been?

No kind of daddy!! There is a new man in my ex’s life and one who Ricki calls daddy. Maybe one who deserves the title. I’m not there to decide.

Too much pain, too much anguish. I’m lost in my inner thoughts. I’m lost in an emotional wake that threatened to overcome my sanity. I feel absolutely pathetic at the moment.

Am I just feeling sorry for myself, not really. I’m just facing the realities of the situation and for some damn reason, my damn ass has decided to share these realities with anyone who gives a good damn about it.

Do I want sympathy? Hell no. I just want to speak. I just want to be heard. I just want to vent.

Do you care? Maybe you believe I deserve all this pain and sorrow and maybe you are right. Believe me when I say I am just scratching the surface with the facts reviled in the past few paragraphs.

My personal relationships are crumbling around me and there is no one at fault but myself.

Am I breaking under pressure. No fucking doubt about it! What can I do to stop it? Is it time to get physical again? Man I hope that is not what it take. I just want to feel human compassion, love, hope….is that too much to ask for? Damn, it sure seems like it.

Shit, let me move on to something else for the time.

Well, Suzanne’s computer is being attacked and hacked as of late. Now, one of my latest Uncensoreds seems to be lost amongst the mail.

I have been using Uncensored to vent my frustrations and aggravations. Now my Uncensored is starting to become just another frustration as these people lose my mail.

I will make this promise in writing to myself as well as all who read my writing, ramblings and insites. If I can no longer trust my Uncensored to vent myself, I will go the other route. I do not want to do this at all. It will mess up all my special visits towards the end, but I refuse to let my writing become just another thorn in my side.

This right here is how I coupe with this shit, my writing!! If they no longer grant me the release I need, I will not hesitate to release my torment in another fashion. Physical pain granted to me by way of us of forces does release some tension for sure.

I have recently talked to some people here at Polunsky Unit in power and have told them of what is going on. Now it is just a matter of time to see if anything gets done about it.

I really and truly do try to keep my writing honest and true about this place they call Texas Death Row. I do not attempt to make up lies and push rumors to better my cause. I do not feel I have to lie to expose the utter inhumane treatment death row is in and of itself.

Granted everything I write is as seen through my eyes and my eyes alone. I will not try to deny that, but I speak the truth of my heart as I write. I do not wish to ruin my credibility by spreading false rumors and flat out lies. I try to keep it real with y’all. I try to get across the realities of the row and the effects it has not only on the men here on the row, but their families as well.

I promise y’all this. If I cannot get my frustrations out and about through Uncensored, I will get my release in a more physical way by fading the Polunsky Unit Goon Squad on a daily basis, that is a promise. On my word I say this!! If they refuse to let me vent mentally, I will vent by physical confrontations.

T.C. Investigators…….Tina Church, wow, what a woman! I sit here and listen to people talk here on death watch about Tina this and Tina that! Tina is rock solid.

Tina got me a new attorney. Tina found out this or that!

Tina Church, who does her work for the men on the row out of the kindness of her heart. Tina Church the avenging Angel of the row. Tina Church, what a woman, not just a woman, a helluva investigator. She is a lot of men’s last hope here on the row and she fights with the same tenacity as a Pit-Bull on a tire. She does not know the meaning of the word quit or defeat.

Tina, you are not only my angel, but the angel to many here on the row. I just wanted to send you my personal thanks for all your efforts on my behalf.

To the people out there reading this who have loved ones on the row, Tina is a person you need to contact. She has a heart of gold and works pro-bono when she can towards the end, but to hire her in the beginning is a much better idea. To hire her and her people to find out the facts and the B.S. while they can still be brought up in court would be a very good idea. Her skills and the skills of her people are severely limited at the latter point of the “game”! Without Tina, so many more men would be put in their grave, quietly and without a fight.

Thank you for caring Tina.

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Alt 26.04.2005, 22:25   #9
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I’m at my wit’s end at the moment so I will put this in the mail in hopes that it reaches it’s destination and will be published for viewing.

Please stay strong and focused out there and fight the good fight. May God bless you all and keep you safe.

Well, I though I was finished for the day, but that is not the case. I kinda got caught up in my own world of dilemmas and selfishly forgot about others here on the row.

Doug Roberts and Milton Mathis have 6 days and a wake-up left to live! Wow! It seems surreal.

I spent my hour of outside recreation (Yeah, right…outside recreation is just another cage with 40 foot plus high walls on all sides and bars across the top. You see nothing but thick cement walls.). Anyway, Milton and I talked about everything from last meals to moms, about our daughters, God and what was going to be for lunch today!

Milton’s daughter is six years old. We share a lot of the same struggles.

As a matter of fact, the last time I was out on a Saturday visit with my mom and daughter, Milton was out there on a visit with his mom and daughter. They sat across from us and it was like watching myself and my family in a mirror as I observed them. We caught each other’s eye and waved and carried on with our visit.

See my situation is not all that unique here on the row. I’m just lucky enough to have people who are willing to help me get my story out to the free-world.

Will that be enough to save my life. No, most likely it will not, but maybe, just maybe, my writings will give people an up close and personal look at the death penalty. The faces, family and tears. The struggles, the good ties with friends past and friends in the future.

Milton and I even talked about the infamous Tina Church who without her, Milton would have absolutely ZERO chance of surviving his date with death. His chances will aren’t great but they are there and that is what he is holding onto.

I know I am skipping around with my mumblings, but that happens sometimes when I get caught up in the “moment”. Anyway…….

It is weird as I get closer to my date the mail I receive has dropped off tremendously. Is it due to the fact I have not had the stamps to respond to most of my mail? Or is it people slowly distancing their self from me as I get closer to my Humane Murder Date?

Can I blame them? Absolutely not! Live is for the living. Who needs to walk the past of death with me to remind them that death is very real and close at hand?

I’ve said it once and I’ll say it again. TOMARROW IS PROMISED TO NO ONE!!

At least I have the chance to make things right before I move on, he?

Think about that. You out there, when you left for work this morning, did you and someone you love have hard words, hurtful words? Did you take the time to at least read five minutes of your bible? Kiss your sons and daughters good bye?

Death is just a car accident away from all of us. We as a society take all the little things for granted.

Want to hear something funny? One of the things I miss most is the feel of grass on my bare feet! HA!AH!HA!HA!HA! I mean such a small thing but I long for it.

When was the last time you stopped to watch a sunrise or sunset?

See, I told you all at the beginning of these ramblings that I was in that melancholy mood, no? You should have stopped reading then!!!

Well, I was just informed that there will be no mail handed out tonight! Damn!!

Why so blue you ask? For one, I receive no bills in my mail! HA!HAH!HAHA! Mail is and always has been the highlight of everyday in prison. Mail call is what we live for! I know it seems pathetic and sad but it is the truth.

The “rumor” I heard is that someone sent a dangerous, or at least a suspicious “substance” through the mailroom from the outside world to cause a scare! It is probably baby powder or something stupid like that. I’m not really surprised as much as the mailroom ladies here at Polunsky Unit screw over EVERYONE’S mail all the time.

Like a lot of people who work here, to them, we are the scum of the earth and deserve nothing but bread and water, and that only twice a week. I know I sound like I am stretching the truth, but that is the truth. Not everyone, but a damn big chunk of the workers here.

It is so very hard to get even the smallest of things done around here. Hell, I have been on Level One since the first week of March and as of today, I have still not been able to buy a hot pot, you know, so I can make a hot cup of coffee. Maybe heat some of this commissary food on my shelf. For a month….over a month, I have been trying to buy this hot pot.

Who cares? Surely not commissary or the property room. See anytime we buy electronic items from commissary, hot pot, radio, type writer…they must be approved.

So here I sit waiting, and when I ask people about it, they tell me to stop crying about it. I guess they never had the pleasure of chewing on a spoonful of coffee to wake up in the morning. Have you?

One must pick and chose the battles he fights around here and this is one I have chosen to let run its course. Knowing the sick humor involved here a Polunsky, it will probably be delivered to me the day of my execution! HA!HAH!HA!BOOHOO!BOOHOO! Damn, I can’t seem to stay on any subject matter here.

Alright, this time I really am done for the day. No, I mean it.

Y’all, keep it real out there and I will do my best to do the same in here.

Richard M. Cartwright
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Polunsky Unit
3872 F.M. 350 S.
Livingston, TX 77351




Richard Cartwright EXECUTION DATE SET for May 19, 2005


Mehr gibt's hier zu lesen, auch einen Brief von Cartwrights Mutter.

Wer mag, kann seinen Namen unter diese Petition setzen.

Danke für's lesen.

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Alt 27.04.2005, 04:44   #10
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Actually I doubt that many people will read all of that, I myself only read the first few lines.
 
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Hey AndrewAustralien, ich kann mir vorstellen dass es dir heute nicht so gut geht. Was da hilft ist Schokolade. Schokolade hilft immer und es geht einem damit sicher nicht besser, aber für einen kurzen Moment kann man alle Sorgen vergessen. Ich habe heute beim Milka Schokoladenpaket Gewinnspiel mit gemacht. Vielleicht ist das auch was für dich?
 

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