Vanilla ♥

Sitting here, remembering how I held you for the last time
Being here without you now and living feels just like a crime
I wanna cry, but I don't want you to see my pain
It's always the same, I try to forget but the memories remain
This is the hardest way to say goodbye
Just watched you go, wondering why...
I realized that for you a new life began
And I'm just not taking part in your plan
There are so many things I should have said
But I didn't, I just let you go instead
Cause I knew
I couldn't explain it to you
Everytime I hear your voice I'm holding back the tears
Everytime I see you face suddenly the pain appears
I know there's nothing I can do to bring you back to me
I gave this up long time ago, and now all I want is to be free
There's no more you and I, but it's so hard
To fake a smile everyday even though we're worlds apart
Cause I miss you so much, but you dont care, and it's alright
But often It's just impossible for me to fall asleep at night
Cause I see you everytime I close my eyes
And in my head nothing but the how's and why's
I really tried to get you out, tried to pretend
But baby, I easily cant be without, didn't want it to end
What I'd give for one more day
Just to say the things I need to say
But now we're living our different lives
One of us happy, the other one cries

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...love it!